Let's get this baby making show on the road.....

Well here we go... we are headed to the clinic tomorrow for our initial consult with the our Reproductive Endocrinologist (RE). I am very excited but also nervous... there are so many things running through my head like what kind of options will we have will it be something we can afford. I am however excited to get the show on the road after years of trying this and trying that and trying to just let it happen and seeing this doctor and that doctor I am I ready to see the big boys. I feel like even if we have to wait a while to be able to afford In Vitro Fertilization (IVF) it is still a beginning and you can not have an end (a baby in my arms) without a beginning.

I hear a lot of people saying that it will happen in time, there is still a chance, and that when the time is right God will bless us with a child. I believe in God and I know when the time is right he will bless me with a child but I also believe that sometimes the path God chooses for us is the path less traveled. You don't go to build a house and sit back and say okay God build it, and so I can't sit back and say okay God make me a baby. God made me a doer and thats what I am going to do!